It's called a new start for a reason.
It isn't as easy as everyone says.. but when you get to that point, love is never enough. If you're new at this thing - it's not the best kind of game to play. Luckily you don't have much to worry about. If you aren't a douche, then you're good.
I had the odd feeling like I should run after him, like in the movies, pleading my case - grabbing his ankles and telling him how much I love him and how much this meant to me. Then I shook it off and remembered that he broke up with me and that I messed up and he messed up too. It was the conclusion of a dual partnership of ruining a 3 year long relationship. Love was true the first few years, then you start giving up shit that you shouldn't. Then soon you realize that you start changing yourself, losing yourself in "love" and you think it's the greatest feeling until the one moment they look at you and say "fuck you bitch, I'm outta here. PEACE"
Then the feeling of hurt, pain and all that bad things put together get to you and you feel shambled and unwilling to let go.
Lucky for me, this is the 123128347827346872364872365th time.
I'm good for now.
Post script.
Love ain't nothing but a four letter word.
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